i want to go back to that windy jetty in kukup and make a video.
i will fold paper boxes in different colors, happy colors but all pale and desaturated, like a muted kind of happiness. they will be the kind where every side is covered up.
then i will find those small fireworks, and load up each cube with one inside.
i will push them all out to sea at the same time, and i will film everything while it is done.
one by one, the boxes will blow up as they float out to sea. in random order, in chaos, but then perhaps, altogether.
we will do this one the tide is high, when the sun is just setting.
